Consensual Non-Consensual play, Singapore – 30

hi, im local chn 170 60, seeking discreet dominant who have interest in forced converting/emasculating a closet guy into a sissy.

Was briefly exposed to sissification and submission when I was younger and never thought I desire it.

i am str8 and have tried hard to leave my submission and sissy thoughts behind me and lead a normal life but watching bdsm/sph/sissy porn made me realised that i want 2 be used/humiliated by alpha dominants regardless of genders and size.

I am not passable but willing to let you forced shave off my body hair and explore most activities as I seek to find a way to balance my submissive desires and my current vanilla life. I have some toys and perhaps can slowly add more.

Just to give an idea of what I was exposed to:
1. Bondage,
2. Sph humiliation (cum, golden showrs, spit, etc)
3. forced feminization and bi
4) consensual Unconsensual plays

Do contact me only if u r
1) open minded,
2) have place or willing to split cost for a place
3) any race or marital status or sexual orientation
4) any gender (for guys, do have a tool bigger than 6in)
5) keen in training a confused guy into becoming your sub

I am looking for sane non 24/7 commitment please no 1 liner but i really look forward 2 dms from the right one.