I want guys to break into my backdoor and make me scream, Singapore – 88

I have a fetish for wearing lingerie in private. I mostly watch straight, shemale or sissy porn and jerk off while watching. I would mostly imagine that I am the one getting fucked while I jerk off. I am currently looking to take it a step further by having a guy/ TS/ shemale with a big dick to screw my ass hard and fast and make me scream in pain or moan in pleasure. Mostly see like they are enjoying receiving anal in the porn. Open to exploring more or what you might like to try. Can also make it like a game or a challange to make it more interesting or fun. I have very few bra and panty set so hope that it will do unless you have them.

I cannot host.
You need to have a place. Be sane and must play safe with lube. Be very discreet. Do note I am a 57yro 176m 80kgs ind guy. Mail to know more or ask for more details. Serious replies please we are grown ups.